Touching

Touching.
That is what I really like.
It isn't the sex I want.  I just want to touch.
Maybe my hands are unusually sensitive.  When I am concentrating on what I am doing, when I am really focused on her, I can feel the touching, almost a reflection.
If I am caressing her back, I can feel it on my own back.  It is almost like a ghost touch, a guide, telling me where and how to slide my hands.
I know the guide is true from the moaning response she always gives me.

That is what I want.
Her pleasure.
I love giving pleasure.
There is nothing so beautiful; nothing so satisfying as giving a woman an orgasm.
I love it.

A woman's back. 
There is nothing so sexy as a woman's back.
I did not choose the example above by accident.
I love caressing a woman's back.
Most often I will start withe her hair, playing with her hair a bit.
Then her neck.  The neck is so beautifully sensitive; particularly behind the ears.
I am most sensitive to the upper back and shoulders.
My guide lets me know what to do. 
The whole back is so smooth.
That shape
that smooth lone from the neck, the flair of the hips, all the way down to a shapely ass.
That shape is so feminine
That shape is Woman and it reeves my desire unlike any other.

When I go to a strip club near by
I get a lap dance. 
This club is liberal and allows plenty of caressing.
There are two things I love the most.
First, is when she sits on my lap, facing away from me.
I love to slide my hands up her silky smooth back, up to her shoulders,
Pull her back into me.
Run my hands back down her back,
Hold onto her hips as I grind up into her rolling hips.

I also like it when she sits in my lap facing me.
I wrap my arms around her
Lean my face into her neck and jaw
Caress her back, holding her close to me.

I love touching women's backs.

Sometimes I fall into the same trap as so many people and see touching as taint amount to/same as sex. 
It isn't.
And if it is?  So what.
A promise of fidelity is made out of fear.
Fear that one person will leave the other.
If that is true, sex is not the issue.
Still, I try to respect this since so many people see it that way.
For me, touching is good.
Friends that feel close to and attracted to one another should touch.
The should caress, kiss and perhaps bring each other off.
They don't have to fuck
They don't even have to suck
It is an expression of affection.
It is a mutual show of love and friendship.

Still, most people don't see it that way.

Oh Well.